Elizabeth AnnBaby Loves Vlerabrite (May 26, 2012 - Day 307) (by MrLuchoLibre)
i shit you not
today in a bookstore a guy came up to me and said, “wanna move this over to the romance section” and i gave an uncomfortable laugh then he was like “or maybe fantasy” and he WINKED
i replied with “no thanks you look nice though” and i left superfast
he spent the rest of the day in the mystery section wondering where he went wrong
then we went to the self help section and looked through the rejection booklets.
(via fucking-aquaman)
Currently listening to: Weezer - Say It Ain’t So (by WeezerVEVO)
Say Anything - Shiksa (Girlfriend) (by sayanythingVEVO) Crazy chick from OTH<3 love her! hahaha:)
Life.
There is an old saying. When life hands you lemons, make lemonade. I feel like my life is handing me piles of thoughts, an overload of constant organization. I feel like shouting on the top of lungs, on my bad days to just send me the damn lemons. I feel like I’d be better off. Can you imagine how sweet I can make my lemonade? I actually think It might turn out bittersweet.. When you are in elementary school you feel like you have an easy life right? You get to wake up, eat that extra large bowl of fruity pebbles, go to school and see friends, have fun in art class, and look forward to recess. You come home and snack on grandma’s zebra snacks, and ride your bike with your best friend. Life is simply, amazing. Fishing on the weekends with Grandpa and helping cook dinner. Elementary school was fun. Life had yet to get hard. Junior high was easy, doing homework was easy, getting A’s were easy. Get up have a big bowl of cereal, go to school see your friends, and rush home to get on AOL with them. Wearing a hoodie everyday, even though it was hot, was cool then. Running to be the first in line for lunch because the pizza and fries were to die for I guess was also cool. Losing a good friend at 13 not so cool. Ian was that first snap to most of us that life, it shouldn’t be THIS easy. There are those who have good days, there are those who have never had a good day. Ian struggled with life and nobody noticed until he didn’t show up for class Monday.. he committed suicide. He was a good kid, a great friend. A great skating partner when all the kids hung out at Galaxy. Life just was not a bag of lemons for him. High School, oh High School. Not what a 14 year old could ever imagine. What happen to that fun, easy day? freshman:You wake up and spend an hour trying to figure out just what shirt looks best with your shoes, and if your hair looks okay. Rush out the door forgetting to eat and then starve as you wait n the long ass line because class was so far from the cafeteria. You can’t wait to get home and watch Jerry Springer and hang out with your best friend. Sophomore: You wake up late have a bad day at class, get transferred to a new school and your life becomes, complicated. Making new friends in not too hard, classes seem easy. Still getting those A’s because instead of food when you get home you have a parent drilling into you about your future. you are in first period, English, Mrs.V for a teacher and there are terrorist attacks on the twin towers, September 11, 2001 You have a job at 15, and you already have bills. Well hello life, thanks for reminding me you’re still here. You fail your drivers license not just once, third time is the charm. How does one fail? Junior: Driving to school in a car you pay for, and having the best group of friends, ever. Mudding, hanging out, getting ready for our last year of High School. Might be the best year yet right? Easy as pie. Senior: Getting up, making coffee, and getting to class for 2 classes. Out of class by 10:30 and at work by 11. Life was not getting better. It was getting stressful! But you deal, you graduate class of 2003 Bayside Bears wahoo. Now the real world is about to give you a ride for your life, so hang on, with both hands. It’s about to get bumpy.
Relationships, work, Life. this is what comes after all the easy fun, and the not so serious start of your career. If I could rewind, would have taken that scholarship to The Art Institute. But, I would not have the life I have today If I did. So, I guess life is life. Worked part time at one job full time another. Fast forward to having my daughter September 11th 2006, five years ago I was sitting in English class. Never thought about that. November 2006, on thanksgiving my grandmother was placed in ICU. This was tough, life was a bit hard this round. I really can not remember feeling so, lost. She was the one who helped me finish those zebra snacks, helped me ride my bike, helped me cook the fish Grandpa and I caught, She was the one I counted on to give me extra cereal, walk with me home from school. She was there for me when I graduated and helped me become a woman. She was my go to person. We lost her that coming February 7, 2007. Life, I really do not like you at all. I feel you just pitched a grapefruit at me. I am confused, I am scared and I am, alone. I lost my best friend this same year, and that hit me like a ton of ricks from 1000 story building. My first manager, whom which I had known since about age 5, also passed. An uncle from up north in a snow blizzard. 2007 was NOT my year. Life had taken me on a ride that shook me still to this day. Some things you can’t let go. More relationships, more life. Lost my job of 7 years on Valentines day 2010. Really? Life hates me. It tests me all the time, and you know what? I am about to get real angry with it! Family problems, heartache and money problems. Life, this was not what I had imagined. I just want it to get better, easier. This is a test I was not prepared for. Living on your own for so long, and them having to move back home is hard for anyone. But life is not fair. Having that same old job that barely gets you by, stressing over bills. Missing the people that once made your life so happy, and energetic. My aunt was diagnosed with Leukemia, and I have a beautiful cousin who was born in January. I just recently lost a childhood friend Susie, lost her battle with diabetes. She was 27. Life seems unfair, and then hands you lemons, so you can enjoy smaller moments that tend to push the sad ones away. This year I am going back to school. I might not be 100 percent sure what exact field but I do now I want to make a great career for myself. Medicine, nursing, whatever comes to me once I start. I know I can do this. My life will be so much better. I need it. I currently am in a relationship with somebody who loves me for, me. No matter how easy, or complicated my life is. He makes me want to better myself. He inspires me. My family, and my life might seem out of control and unbearable at times, but you have to be strong. When life gets hard, and all you want to do is cry. Drink some lemonade and remember to smile. Because life could be worse. Sitting here watching my daughter color and all I can do is smile. Because I will be the one pouring her extra big bowl of cereal when she starts kindergarten in August. I am prepared by my own experiences to help her have a great life. Hello life, welcome back. It’s your turn to hold on tight, because I am just getting started :)
